February 2012
I don’t think you realize how heart breaking it is to watch the one person you’d give your entire life to, move in with someone else, and start planning their life and future with that person, right in front of you. And there’s nothing you can do. The past can’t be fixed, and the future’s never certain for either party involved; though it is more certain for them than...
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Hey.
I’m sick of always wanting the wrong type of people for myself.Ā
Things never work out.
And I’m always left alone, wondering what I did wrong and why bad things always happen to me, and how I can never get anything right within this area of my life…
Wish I knew how to handle it all better, and not go after all things impossible.Ā
Hoping for a haircut today.
I know I’m going to be unhappy with it because of all the damaged bits I have to cut off; it’s going to end up being medium length, at least 6 inches are coming off. And ive been putting it off since te summer…fuck long hair. Fuck beauty. It’s so shitty being a woman sometimes. I wish I had enough balls to cut off all my hair. Too bad I’m a pussy š
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eur0trash:
I just know Iām going to kill myself eventually, probably when im 30 or 40 if I live to that age anyway.
I dont want to sound like Iām being overly dramatic or depressed but I genuinely dont see any purpose to my life in the long term. No matter how I look at it I just see it as a futile abyss…
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Is tomorrow!!! šā¤šššššš¤
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noodleyess:
Felt like doing a little online venting regarding my personal matters. I find myself on a constant emotional roller coaster. I find my life getting more intense by the month, week, day, hour and second. So many choices that need to be made. I always said my life changes so…